Creative Consciousness™

AWAREHōS™

An interactive studio for conscious evolution.

Part observatory · Part sandbox
A house of mirrors

A place to see yourself happening.

To notice who you are BEing in the moments that make up your life.
To discover what those moments have to show you, and to consciously participate in what happens next.

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Identity in Motion™

Identity as a verb.

Identity is created in the moment-to-moment conversation between meaning and experience.

Awareness lets you enter the conversation consciously.

Try this

Imagine someone important to you. Someone whose response matters.

You send them a message. Maybe you share something that feels a little vulnerable. Ask a question you’ve been thinking about. Say something you’ve been meaning to say.

The thing you’ve been meaning to say.
Delivered

You send it. Then you wait.

They don’t respond 0:00

A little time passes. Then a little more.

What happened? Notice where your mind went.

Tap any that fit.

Now look again. What happened?

You sent a message.They haven’t responded.That’s what you know.

Everything else entered through meaning. And that meaning changed your experience.

The silence could become rejection. Disapproval. Distance. Danger. Proof that you were too much. Proof that you shouldn’t have said anything.

Or it could mean they’re driving.

There it is.

Something happened. You experienced it. You made meaning from it. That meaning influenced what you felt, what you expected, what you noticed, and what you were preparing to do next.

And underneath all of it is you. Your history. Your expectations. Your assumptions. Your sense of self. What you’ve learned to look for. What you’ve learned things mean.

This is Identity in Motion™. Seeing the conversation between meaning and experience while it’s happening.

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The Practice of Awareness

See yourself happening.

Before you read further, notice what you’re doing right now. Yes, right now. Internally.

  • Are you trying to understand this?
  • Deciding whether you agree?
  • Comparing it to something you already know?
  • Trying to figure out where this is going?
  • Deciding whether this is for you?
  • Reading quickly because you want to get to the point?

Pause.

Were you aware you were doing it before I asked?

There it is. You were reading a website. And at the same time, something in you was interpreting, evaluating, anticipating, comparing, accepting, resisting.

Until a moment ago, some of it was simply happening. Now you can see it. That moment changes what becomes possible. Because now you can see yourself happening. And what you can see, you can participate in.

This is the Practice of Awareness. Awareness brings you into relationship with what is happening now.

  • The thought.
  • The reaction.
  • The assumption.
  • The sensation.
  • The story.
  • The urge.
  • The choice.
  • The meaning.
  • Who you are BEing in the middle of it.

Visibility creates the possibility of participation.

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Seasons of Self™

What happens when you take this level of awareness into your everyday life?

  • Into the conversation.
  • The decision.
  • The reaction.
  • The desire.
  • The uncertainty.
  • The relationship.
  • The thing you’re creating.
  • The moment something doesn’t go the way you expected.

The moments you usually move through without seeing everything happening underneath them.

Seasons of Self™ gives the conversation a lens. Each Season brings an aspect of your identity into focus. Each week, we meet it from a new angle.

You take the experience into your life and notice what it shows you about who you are BEing. What you’re making things mean. Where you are choosing from, and what becomes possible when you can see yourself happening.

Over time, recognition grows. Self-trust increases. You become more fluent in yourself. You begin to recognize yourself in the moment, with enough awareness to participate in what happens next.

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We get to see together

There are things you can see on your own. There are things you recognize when someone asks the right question. And there are things you don’t see until another person reflects something back to you.

Inside Seasons of Self™, the experience is yours, and we navigate together. We witness one another.

We hear how the same question moves through different lives. We recognize ourselves in someone else’s story. We see possibilities we couldn’t see from our own angle. We get language from one another. We reflect things back.

Sometimes someone else becomes the mirror. Sometimes you do.

A house of mirrors

Your life is the experience

Each week gives us somewhere to look.

  • A question.
  • An angle.
  • An experience.
  • Something to notice as you move through the life you’re already living.

Then you get to see what happens. What catches your attention. What surprises you. What repeats. What changes. What becomes visible simply because you were looking.

The Daily Devotion to Self gives you a place to return. The weekly experiences take us deeper. The Rooftop Deck brings us together live. And the community lets us witness what becomes visible through lives other than our own.

Each Season gives us something new to see. And each time you see yourself more clearly, something becomes available that wasn’t available from where you were standing before.

Come see yourself happening.

Explore Seasons of Self™ → Joni Mae
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